I'm unqualified to be doing everything I'm doing for the Lord and I know it.
Yeah yeah yeah, I'm always writing about how God qualifies the called and doesn't call the qualified. And I for sure, believe that. Yet here lately I've been thinking just how unworthy I am to be doing this, to actually write and speak for God. Sometimes I stop in mid-sentence when I'm writing, because I begin to think, "what gives you the right to write that?" I may continue to write the original thought or write something else.
It's just me. It's just me thinking I will never measure up to being worthy of writing or speaking for God. In fact, I will never be worthy of doing anything for Him. I don't want to mess up, because I've done that enough. I just want to write the right things and show people Christ through my lens and my "pens." It's just my small contribution to the Lord since I could never do enough.