We give them away, right?
We don't hold on to them for ourselves, right?
We bless people, right?
Nope, wrong. Well kind of, because not all of us does that.
Some of us don't do what we're supposed to do with our gifts. Some of us don't use them. Some of us don't use them to help get people in a better place than they were before.
I was one of those people. I wasn't doing what I was supposed to be doing with my gifts.
And I'm the first one with my hand raised high in the air to say I accept full responsibility that I had some gifts and didn't give them to anybody. I kept them hidden. I was too scared to give them away, because I was selfish. Wow, that's the first time I've ever used that word to describe myself. I never thought of myself as selfish. Yet it's true and I'm just now realizing how absolutely selfish I was. You see, in my fear of what others would think about my gifts, I didn…