Years ago when I was depressed and allowed myself to be down and out at night, wallowing in my grief, one day I finally decided to wake up and start seeing myself the way God sees me. Yes, I started seeing myself successful and victorious. I started visualizing myself in my daily life doing the things I always thought about. I started seeing myself doing those magnificent things I read about with others. I figured somebody had to do them. Why couldn't it be me? So I decided to take refuge in God and it changed my life. Doing that would change your life too and it's never too late. Never. God hasn't forgotten you or about what lives in your heart.
I've come to remind you of that, so believe that God has not forgotten about you. He still has favor, grace and mercy for you and His promises never come back void when we believe Him at His word.